a wonderful dream/my new personal project/feature

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hello everybody <3

at home again. it feels good,even if I am alone at the moment.

about dreams...

this night I had such a wonderful dream.
I would call it the dream of pure felicity...:heart:
I won't write everything in detail about it here.
But just let me say that it was about real love and in my dream I just felt so incredible happy, that it felt so real. do you know that feeling?
it was so realistic and as I wake up it hit me... that it was not real :( that I was alone on my own.
sitting in my bed in my little room, another day of working waiting for me.
I really felt bad for a few hours but on the other side I thank god for this wonderful visions I had.
And I know that I will get all this I dreamed about, someday.
Sooner or later I will get what I deserve.
If there is something I've learned so far in my life, then it is that you should never give up.
Even if everything seems to be too hard.
The last dreams I had were mainly some very bad, strange, weird things. and even horrible things with much feelings of fear and sadness in it.
I can't help but somehow these "memories" really are in my mind and especially in my heart for a very long time. Just because they belong to myself.
They are like little pieces of me.
So I hope I will keep dreaming of happier things the next time!
Well, dreams are wondrous things...

my new project
somewhere in the middle of this week I decided to start a new project.
A really personal and unique one. just for myself.
Maybe I was a little bit inspired by the book I recently bought myself.
It is called "the four seasons" by Sandor Marai. (I did not know him till now, but I love his style)
the way this man described every month with so much details, emotions, irony and own feelings and thoughts really impressed me.
No, it's still impressing me. There is so much truth in his sentences.
So here is what I've thought:
I haven't written a dairy since I was 12 years old or something like this. Later I regristrated that photography is so much better.
And after this I felt that I love to write, too.
Maybe not that perfect and all but I really love to express what I'm feeling.
And to combine it with my own photos.
So I will get a book, where I will write everything in it. And as often as I can...even if it is just one single sentence.
I will also include some of my former and future-photographs. <3 The ones, that mean the most to me, with their own little storys.
I really hope this will help me to find myself.
And to feel more free, if you know what I mean.
And someday I will browse trough it and I will read my words again.

thanks for reading<3.
just wanted to let you know this :aww:

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So many people are starting projects like this and I think its a brilliant idea. I've started mine today and will be combining it with a 365 photo project to illustrate each day. I'm sure you'll end up with so many lovely photographs and memories to look back on. Good luck with it! I hope it goes well for you :heart: